FreddysFingers Wrote:Funny thing is, Friday, though I am not a Narco... a lot of people categorized me as one because sleep would just hit me.
The passing out is not what I hate the most, it's the hallucinations. I'm not talking about like seeing people or seeing slim running down the walls, I'm talking about stuff like wiggling because your vision becomes impaired. If I am in activity I don't pass out, thank God. That would suck ass!!
The hallucinations dont bother me as much as the crazy shit that i end up dreaming about at such a deep state of sleep. I freak out more about that then even passing out any where. I finally got some sleep and sure enough i had a crazy ass dream, but thank god it wasnt as extreme as i am used to. lol
I only had one crazy dream. Most of the time my dreams are weird, not so much crazy. I had a dream where Freddy Krueger and Michael Meyers were my butlers.
FreddysFingers Wrote:I only had one crazy dream. Most of the time my dreams are weird, not so much crazy. I had a dream where Freddy Krueger and Michael Meyers were my butlers.
LOL! Id trade those dreams in for the ones i have any day. I tend to have dreams about demons and shit. And there worse when im in a deeper sleep... now i dont have these types of dreams often. But they have there spurts. Some of them are quite disturbing and can have me upset for a whole day. Ughhhh.
You should probably go to a sleep clinic.
FreddysFingers Wrote:You should probably go to a sleep clinic.
My doctor has mentioned going to a sleep clinic for some sleep tests...and i just told her what goods it gonna do? Im not gonna be able to sleep...not naturally anyway. Unless they gave me something for sleep when i was there. So i dont dont know what she plans to do.
hear ye Freddy! And feel the pain of all my fellow insomniacs! I wouldn't see things but I couldn't follow conversations and would start talking random shite that had nothing to do with the what the conversation was about. HA! And I also bump into A LOT of things!
Drugs are great but - they're too great - ye get to feckin fond of them.
Make like the Irish and have a tall one before you go to sleep! I'm still waiting on that to work - having a lot of fun trying! hahaha
Have any of you had those dreams that seem like its real and your really there but something fucked up happens and you try to wake up but you can't?
Also during these dreams the process repeats again and again fucking me over lol.
Friday The 13th Wrote:Have any of you had those dreams that seem like its real and your really there but something fucked up happens and you try to wake up but you can't?
Also during these dreams the process repeats again and again fucking me over lol.
Do you mean sleep paralysis?
Lilith, when it comes to severe insomnia... I really suggest going to a clinic. I was skeptical at first but when as funky as the pills make you, they'll take you off them and then your body will naturally start going back to regular sleep patterns. Right now, I get little sleep... but I still sleep as opposed to not sleeping at all. That's one step closer to recovery.
Friday The 13th Wrote:Have any of you had those dreams that seem like its real and your really there but something fucked up happens and you try to wake up but you can't?
Also during these dreams the process repeats again and again fucking me over lol.
Those might be night terrors.
Lilith Wrote:Do you mean sleep paralysis?
it's something... even when the dream is good... I cannot wake up...
Friday The 13th Wrote:it's something... even when the dream is good... I cannot wake up...
Hmmm...im not so sure thats sleep paralysis or night terrors. Night Terrors are basically violent behavior in your sleep and you are not aware you are doing what your doing. They can get hurt as well during the episode. Sleep paralysis is that state they call being half awake and half asleep. During this time the majority of people that experience this claim almost all the same things or similar experiences...where they feel they are awake and cant move and they feel an eerily evil presence about. Some claim levitation even. Some talk about being attacked by something that looks like a dark form etc. This intrigues me, just based on the fact that the majority all experience similar things and the fact that evilness seems to play a key role in this. What research i have done on this makes me wonder what it is thats really going on with these people. But everything has to be called something in the name of science, so they call this sleep paralysis. Just like in some cases of possession. When a person becomes possessed they take on other personalities etc. And science calls this multiple personality disorder. Not that im saying everyone with MPD is possessed. I dont mean it that way. There are people with MPD. But there are also cases of possession. So i wonder if there is sleep paralysis cases that are just that. And maybe there is something else going on with some of these other people experiencing similar things but with evilness actually involved. I hope you know what im trying to say here. LOL Trying to explain my opinion here of what i understand things to be.
Lilith Wrote:Hmmm...im not so sure thats sleep paralysis or night terrors. Night Terrors are basically violent behavior in your sleep and you are not aware you are doing what your doing. They can get hurt as well during the episode. Sleep paralysis is that state they call being half awake and half asleep. During this time the majority of people that experience this claim almost all the same things or similar experiences...where they feel they are awake and cant move and they feel an eerily evil presence about. Some claim levitation even. Some talk about being attacked by something that looks like a dark form etc. This intrigues me, just based on the fact that the majority all experience similar things and the fact that evilness seems to play a key role in this. What research i have done on this makes me wonder what it is thats really going on with these people. But everything has to be called something in the name of science, so they call this sleep paralysis. Just like in some cases of possession. When a person becomes possessed they take on other personalities etc. And science calls this multiple personality disorder. Not that im saying everyone with MPD is possessed. I dont mean it that way. There are people with MPD. But there are also cases of possession. So i wonder if there is sleep paralysis cases that are just that. And maybe there is something else going on with some of these other people experiencing similar things but with evilness actually involved. I hope you know what im trying to say here. LOL Trying to explain my opinion here of what i understand things to be.
I'd say I have both.
Because sometimes in my sleep I can hear my family talking, yet I cannot wake up. They can't keep anything from me, cuz I can even hear in my sleep hahaha.
I know... I don't know why it's like that...
Go to a sleep clinic and see what they can find out.
I should I have even woke up and caught myself not breathing...
Friday The 13th Wrote:I should I have even woke up and caught myself not breathing...
OMG i have done that...i have even caught myself snoring. LOL
Lilith Wrote:OMG i have done that...i have even caught myself snoring. LOL
Same here! But I have some weird thing now for like a few months where I have the urge to go into the bath tub and fall asleep... Even though I know it's dangerous I just have to sleep there lol... Like even when I'm just bathing.. I fall asleep because of the luke warm water...
Friday The 13th Wrote:Same here! But I have some weird thing now for like a few months where I have the urge to go into the bath tub and fall asleep... Even though I know it's dangerous I just have to sleep there lol... Like even when I'm just bathing.. I fall asleep because of the luke warm water...
OK Girl, its def time for the sleep clinic now. That is dangerous. WOW!
lol I know but it's weird lol I just walk to the tub and sleep in the water lmfao