Why can't I ever find what I'm looking for

[demented_are_go]

I've given up on it, I'm gonna try and look at our local music store, maybe they can order the piece for me, it'd probably be faster than waiting until my dad gets back home in july and having him send it. I'd probably end up with the wrong ones if I had my dad send it, he's not exactly good with music. It still pisses me off that most websites that advertise free sheet music won't give it to you unless you subscribe and pay for the subscription. I guess they feel comfortable saying the sheet music is free, you just pay for the subscription, to me that's not free, ugh.