pity party - just needing to vent

[CarolinePar]

I'm not expecting anyone to read this :crash2:

but I'm feeling several layers of hurt

[LolliePop]

Caro all of that said to me you're feeling a whole lack of control over aspects of your life.

Whatever your family/friends/anyone on the damn planet does - let them. Just don't even concentrate on it. Don't do anything but concentrate on you. If they see you've got your own things going on they may well wish to be part of that. Whether you want them to or not will be up to you. But deal with your immediate situation - don't dwell on theirs at all because they will do what they wish whether you care about it or not.

[CarolinePar]

true Lollie

actually after my vent I gave myself the afternoon/evening off...bought myself dinner and did some shopping with what I was looking for

...felt pretty damn good exdev:

[DragonBlues]

I'm sorry I missed this Caro. I've been out of town for the last nine days. *major hugs* I hope everything is okay!!!

[Sobriquet]

Ditto! Been crazy busy and haven't checked in in a bit but hope everything is well with you.

[Friday The 13th]

Whats wrong? Hope your okay :|

[mindf?ck]

life is wonderful once you finally swim up shit creek since you left the paddle at home but didn't forget the canoe

[CarolinePar]

to everyone who asked...

thanks for the good wishes and happy thoughts, I'm not going to retype from THAT day/night but rest assured if you still don't mind my rants/tangents they will be posted from time to time in the forums...

you've been warned and ty again for your concern