wtf is wrong with me?

[Daylight Yet Unseen]

so i failed my driving test. again. 5 times now. i just dont fucking get it. i drive really when i'm driving with my dad but when i take the test it seems i do EVERYTHING wrong. i do what my dad taught me, i do what a driving instructor my parents hired taught me but to the examiner, IT'S ALL FUCKIN WRONG, ALL OF IT FUCKING WRONG. WHY is the test so hard?? fuck all the people that pass it, it's just way too hard. i don't know why i cant do it, i do what i always do when i drive with my dad but to them it's wrong. WHY? i dont know. whatever, fuck it. i give up, i don't know what to do anymore. i don't even know what the fuck i do wrong because I JUST DO WHAT I WAS TAUGHT BUT TO THEM IT'S WRONG BECAUSE THE STANDARDS ARE SET SO HIGH IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO MEET THEM.

why fight if i cannot win?